The Lip Tutorial~~~
The final part is on my Livestream the first minute is me trying to remember how to use it.
I also answered some asks:
Everyone I talk to online says increasing the minimum wage will benefit everybody and there won’t be any real consequences.
However, everyone I talk to offline says it will cause a big rise in cost of living, rent, groceries, and everything else within a…
It’s a constant struggle between wanting it to work and knowing that I need and want to be better on my own, to follow my own heart, my own successes and my own failures and find out what I want for me instead of living with his decisions. It’s a struggle to be selfish and to, at the same time, want to give him what he needs because it makes me feel good. I can’t sacrifice myself and my own life choices to make him happy or sad or anything because I can’t fully love anyone without loving myself and knowing that I’m doing everything I ever do for me and not purely to please someone else. Compromise is something that yes, you do need in a relationship, but not everywhere, not all the time, not MOST of the time…. It’s too much and it’s too painful and it’s not worth it in the end. I need to let him go, I need to let the part of me that needs him to believe in me go, I need to see myself through his eyes and everyone else’s and love myself entirely. He loves me and sees all the good and all the ‘bad’ in me and still loves me for it, my friends do too and I need to. I need to embrace this hurt and worry and sadness and then let it go, when I’m ready, when I can. I need to hold all of this in my heart and find my power that has always been there to care for me and listen to all of the things I’ve tried to ignore. I feel like I’ve been listening, but I need to listen better, listen more…